We were connected by the roots of the tree. In all things I see what was never there before. Whispering into it all it sneaks into everything in a good way. Holding this and opening the gate that you fixed a long time ago. We are welcoming in something new and we are laughing as we always do right before we know what is happening. It emerges like the tidal wave in the sea. Our sea where no one else can reach us except those little ones that are holding us tight. They came to save us and bring us back to each other. The roots have intertwined and this is where we are meant to be. Our cottage over looks the landscape and the land that surrounds us keeps us safe and whispers to us softly as we make our work ready to show the world. We sit and read our books in the bath. You were there before I knew who you were, we have always been connected in this lifetime and the next. We sing out favourite lullaby and empty the bath.
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I am free. I am feeling in all sorts of ways. Some would not notice that anythings changes. The work is inside. You have arrived and are sitting out back. Its okay I can wear what I want and you just embrace it. We see things as they really are. This is important to us both. The need for running in the woods that surrounds our house. We moved here on a whim and its perfect for everything we need. Its our childhood dream even though we did not know each other back then. I am standing on one foot until you return again the children are laughing and we know we made it. We are exactly as we need to be. Holding each other enough for us to be free. Its simple bit not everyone understands. The mystery is all around us and nowhere to be found. Come back home and sing to us. It begins again
A new beginning, and ending of sorts. I am thinking and living within in my dreams, they are speaking to me in the distance. It is always the distance. Is this the end or shall we keep on going? I am going to keep going, we need to pull through this together. We are singing from the same hymn sheet. I know its true. The times are hard but we have each other. We smile knowing we are connected beyond the obvious. I am running down the street and laughing as I feel the breeze brush past me like it is encouraging me to keep on moving forward. We moved house at exactly the right moment. Our garden overlooks everything we always wanted. I am so glad we choice this space. We chose this, we chose us, we chose her. She is part of us and we have lived multiple lifetimes together in our little bubble. You are in mine and I am in yours. Kisses land softly and I brush my my hair way from my face and look up into your eyes. This is all there is.
I have found a way that makes it possible. The hook on the wall captures your attention just long enough to distract your attention inwards. I am not in need. The secrets are not knocking at my door because they have been allowed a place to sit on my mantle piece. I am sleeping soundly. all the nights are long but warm with this knowing. I am in the knowing and it tastes sweet to know you are in on it too. We have our secrets in a way the others don't. I am holding you in mind when I think, It is often I think of you but in a way that is different somehow. I am feeling the breeze on my skin as I sit outdoors and welcome the dawn. I welcome you in and welcome you out.
We have lost the birds. It has been leading to this moment in a way no one could imagine. We are here but you are there, we can see you, we can reach out to you but we can not touch any longer. This is the way it happens in dreams. Every step you get closer it is moves further and further away and you never actually make it there. I have closed my eyes and I am whispering into distance. You will find me one day amongst the trees I have moved far away for the life we lived together. I think its best for us now. I send you love across the border but know we will be together maybe in the next life.
I am breathing you in and letting it go. The things that no longer serve us are trying to distract us in a way that is easy. I have come to know these things are not the way they seem. The dreams have started again. You are there but I know you are also somewhere else. Is it possible to have a dual existence. We are the good people. Monster don't come knocking at our door anymore. They have left us in a way that seems fair. I can see the water in the distance and every time I think I am getting closer I realise I am in exactly the same place but somehow I have moved forward with you.
I am living in between the story of our lives. I haven't quite made it yet. The things in which we cannot see are calling us again and we are being pulled further towards everything that is true. Its a feeling of a deeper knowing. We are turning everything around and I am on the fence. It is a place I know quite well. I lost a shoe over one side and threw the other one just so they has each other for company. I decided it would be better to leave them behind. I am choosing you over them. I am free of all that no longer needs me. Hold me in between the moments of our lives. These are the ones I dream of. We are in it now. Our connections allow us to reach far and wide. I am knocking on the door hoping you will be on the other side. I have been waiting till the right moment to tell you, but as we all know patience it not something that comes easy for me. I will be brave and share my secrets but only with you.
Our dreams deserve to be heard? From all angles it makes sense from the pit of my inner knowing. I can feel it down deep deep down. Sometimes it is hidden by many things that you would least expect to be down there. Its like a magicians trick, sometimes you can not believe your eyes. It is often the things that appear so easily and obvious that are hiding the truth. I don't like hiding any more. I am not one to do these things that cause me pain. I am sad to see you haven't made it this far but I wish you well and see you from afar. Wishing wells are marvellous things I look down and see someone else's face reflecting back at me. It is a dream that has gone too far. I am in the distance waiting patiently to be seen and heard again.
We think we are alone. We are not, we never are alone as we think we are. If you speak up and share your calling the birds will come and save you. Even if your wings are clipped they can't stop us now. The bandages have come undone and things have been ripped apart for you to emerge and return to your again. I have always wanted you that way. Just as you are, there is no need for you to be anyone but you. That's what makes this life so worthwhile we are wonderful just the way we are. I can hear the birds they have found us in the distance and no one else is around to see we are being revealed once again. We are smiling at each other and give each other a wink and know this is true. My hand finds it way to you under the cover and I hear your breath and we sleep soundly once again.
I am moving from one thing to another and you are there in the background. I not sure if it is real anymore. This sense of things is funny somehow. Today marks a day which we will never have again but I will remember I was brave. This is important to me now. There will be more on this in days that are yet to happen. Doing the things I have always wanted without checking to see if they are looking. There are things that we do and that change all the things we don't. There is always a choice and then another. We are never stuck and my arms reach out and I grasp the truth. I hear the breeze in the distant. Its getting closer and so are you. I am waiting in the place where you left me way back when. As within, so without
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