i am breathing you in

​I am breathing you in and letting it go. The things that no longer serve us are trying to distract us in a way that is easy. I have come to know these things are not the way they seem. The dreams have started again. You are there but I know you are also somewhere else. Is it possible to have a dual existence. We are the good people. Monster don't come knocking at our door anymore. They have left us in a way that seems fair. I can see the water in the distance and every time I think I am getting closer I realise I am in exactly the same place but somehow I have moved forward with you.